fitting the puzzle pieces

   I like puzzles. and it seems that my life itself is one.

   maybe that's even true for each of us, all of us.

like this picture from The Game of Heroes http://thegameheroes.com/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?f=25&t=5607
 



so far i know that the outer world we see

with all the pain and the heartbreak

doesn't have any answers worth knowing.  
and the inner answers aren't easy to come by.
  

one of my answers is Light

 one is Truth  

..... to live truth requires integrity 

and I/we are so far from being and doing that as humans, no matter how we try.


so search then.
further in, 
deeper, 
higher up, 
further out... 
waaay beyond the earth, the solar system, the farthest reaches of this galaxy, out to the edges of infinity.
   as humans our furthest reach is 14.5 billion years out and that's not the end. 
or 11 dimensions ... and that's not yet proven
  ... some of those dimensions being closer than my own skin

then there is 'spooky action at a distance', the Einstein Podalsky Rosen experiment.  
two spin-paired electrons, when infinitely separated still respond as if there were no alteration of space.

  what IS the mind? 
anyone got a 'jar' of mind to show me?   
i can make a jar of colorado sunshine... line the jar with foil, and put on the lid ;) ... 
    course you can't ever look inside to see if it's there or not.  


    humans show mind to others in many ways: words on a page, music, art, dance, sports ... 


 .... and i digress.

the puzzle.  

 life is a puzzle, and for me? can't wholly be solved by looking outside myself.... 
inside myself are only a few more pieces, and answers.


more of the answers are found in that which is greater than myself

  in the Light  


and in the Living Water.

innocence renewed

when you open your walls to love

 more comes in than just healing

 more goes out than just joy

you find within an inviolate place of peace

  there the Living Light has always been ...

what a gift isn't

expectation of anything

 anything

  nothing

  nowhere

    no thing       now here

whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooosh!

let it go

  and the breeze takes it, Horus speaking in the winds of healing.

he too was a son of light, on a lesser plane perhaps, but none-the-less born of sacrifice.  it was Horus' father who was slain.  and Horus had to redeem his father, and so became a healer.

  In the Christ, we have the Son as redeemer, in a far greater sense, for all of us.

  it is said, 'for all humanity', but i cannot believe that the God who made the universe in all it's glory wouldn't also love the animals, the plants, the minerals, all the *star stuff* to paraphrase Carl Sagan   Star Stuff, that he put here himself.

  oh... i am so resisting giving the 'lecture'... how can anyone claim the heritage and not love our adopted mother, Gaea ?

  one can love what is earth, what is not God without being pagan, as everything has in it God's touch and love.

& yes, one indeed can think scientifically, logically, even with a Spock-mind and still see the deep magic*

  Even Aslan is powerless before the 'deep magic', the higher law. (C.S. Lewis, the Narnia series)

what Then, IS love ?

i am being called to a greater love
 to live a love that is total acceptance
  and that without clinging

to live my moon poem
 see it breathe it feel it drink it burn it
   and glow it....

without even the knowledge that it will ever every
  be returned to me

Phoenix Alive

 Love is not a falling but a flying... only the heart has wings.

the heart is a phoenix*

rising out of it's own ashes
 reborn

once tears are turned into fuel for the emerald heart

when heavy tears fall

and shatter the heart

it is only the heart's walls that are broken

opening opening opening

    lessens the pain

and helps the tears ignite the flame within

 ... the flame of Joy

 

* phoenix global meanings